Friday, November 02, 2001
sorry
sang by |Elpida
- 10:16 PM.
Tuesday, October 30, 2001
Yeah, well, what the heck. And I hope this wouldn't come up twice.
The past weekend has been hectic and busy for me. Again, I find myself wondering about the life cycle, the ironies of life.. reincarnation. The 'other' world.
Sometimes you just can tell when something bad's bound to happen. You can feel it in your bones. You can feel something within bugging you.
I feel remorse, guilt, regret. I could have known him better, but I didn't.
The only thing to do now is to carry on with life. Go on as it is. To let go of him, and myself.
May he rest in peace. I'm sure he had had a good journey so far.. and a better life elsewhere.
Monday, October 29, 2001
speech language pathology and audiology OR communication disorders.
they both mean the same thing. it's just that ppl are getting mixed up 'communication disorder'-it's more vague, more ppl are using SPLAU.
btw, i'm not 100% funded by the college..just for tuition and a bit for living expenses...
but ahaha...just say that i'm 100% funded..keeps ppl awed ;)
and alternative med. is what my sis is doing...i think you got that mixed up.
sang by |Elpida
- 3:06 PM.
Sunday, October 28, 2001
Oh yea, Deb, could you please tell me the name/description of the course that you are currently taking?
I spoke to a friend's mom and she was pretty awed with the fact that you are all sponsored in Calvin for your complex-sounding course. I keep forgetting, but I told her, "It is some kinda (mumble).. speech..(mumble)... therapy (mmumble).. alternative medicine (hahaha I am sorry! I have totally no idea of this one!!!)... some kinda speech... blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda..."
sang by sze
- 7:11 PM.
Deb: I posted some photos from CarpeNoctem, (our pseudo-prom) at my place... Perhaps you can take a look at it and then remember how I look like so that you won't forget me.. :-) I have more photos to come, but the new roll is still sitting in my camera... Can you believe that I still haven't developed the film taken way back when we were in Form 5?!? Sigh...
And I am so sorry for missing you in ICQ again yesterday morning. :-(
Some updates though... Met up with Elena last Saturday. She's still working at Peter Hoe. Haven't really spoken to Jocelyn for quite a long time, but I caught up with her recently in ICQ. She's busy, as usual... with her dance performance here and there and her posh LICT lifestyle... :-D Ohhh, how I miss all our frequent gossips!!
Hey Deb, just wondering if you have found your footing there i.e. good friends, grounded life? I will post you a postcard ocassionally I guess. All these online correspondence thingy just seem so indifferent sometimes, you know, lacking a bit of personal touches here and there... I mean, afterall, they are all 1's and 0's... binary greetings? Nahh...
What is the one thing I really want in life? Deb, I really really don't have a definite answer here. I thought over it for a while... For the time being, I guess I'd settle with just moolah.. I mean, loads of moolah. :-) :-) Just kidding.. Well, the answer to your question is the contentment in life for doing what I really want and like.. that's the one thing that I really want in life. Why? Simply because the world today is so crappy and people just don't give a rat's ass over what you do no matter how good they are. Life has become so self-centred to our own individuals.
Conformity. Mainstream. Egocentric. Elitism.
How many times have we fallen into these just because we are afraid of allowing our inner voice/dream to speak to us? Or when we are afraid of the society rejecting our ideas because they appear to be "different" or "uncool"? I have got loads of shit in life because of this situation and it makes me feel all sick and quesy... not because I cannot have control of my life, but because it's almost inevitable for each of us to get sucked into this big, vicious machine once we graduate to become adults. Deb, one question for you now: Do you think we can avoid this arcane, mundane conforming "system" to be our own, true self?
Honestly speaking? I don't quite think so....
sang by sze
- 4:47 PM.
Deb, I am not sure if I am in the position to say this, but Leng's currently facing a loss in her family. My condolences to her.
And how true... life *is* ironic. Sigh...
sang by sze
- 5:12 AM.
One page to read. Three post-high-school girls. Unlimited topics to talk about. This is what brings the girls together, no matter the distance. They speak their mind and occasionally rant and share about life, music, college, technological jargons, socials, bad spelling and recipes.
Deb Lim http://thirdtimearound.blogspot.com
Currently residing in Grand Rapids, MI and studying some complex sounding course in Calvin College, USA. English Guru, but alas, her spelling often contradicts this fact. Nutty ever since her brain was messed up by Sze. Reads literature. Inspiring person to be with. Often incoherent yet thinks that this is a way of being creative. Perhaps she's right. You tell her.
Leng aka Jedariel
Quiet and introvert may be how she appears to most, but this is the ultimate trivia queen who rants relentlessly on well... trivial info. Rock music lover. Matrix-o-holic. Reads fantasy. Prim and proper. She thinks she is evil, but let's not believe her. Ask her just about anything in this world, and she still has an answer for you. Currently pursuing her digital design dreams in MMU.
Sze Ying http://szync.port5.com Non-conformist - or so she thinks. Designer wannabe and pseudo geek. Gung-ho but world class procrastinator and lazy bum. Jazz lover. Talks endlessly. Often corrects Deb's spelling on purpose to irk her. Used to sit next to Deb and messed up her brain. Needs moolah desperately. Be kind to her and hire her for any graphics job. Currently studying to be an animator.