Tuesday, April 16, 2002
i know this is reallly dumb...but can soemone explain to me what are 'hits"?
sang by |Elpida - 6:28 PM.    

Monday, April 15, 2002
another passing away to add to the list. This one is more well known. Rev Hwa Chien passed away a few months ago. HIt and run accident, or some sort. I suppose it always shocks me and numbs my mind when a person I have seen alive before is no longer alive. I fear for those I already know are curetnly alive and the hurt death brings. Hurt, now that's the extreme under estimate of pain. Problem with this death is he was a fathe to kids my age and kids my siblings' age. and he has a wife and he still had a life to live. Sure, he was old and all that, but teh thigns he did, all those items on his agenda, all gone. That meeing that was so urgent need not be attended by the dead. Funny isn't it. Makes me think of studying and my constant worrying about grades and keeping schlorships and meetign people and making a good impression. I suppose all are redundant in the end, cept maybe making good impressions, rather cultivating firendships and watering that garden. And I think, even that won't last forever, not all will remember, and when they are dead, no one will, and why be remembered for anything else than as a loved and loving person? Nothign lasts here on this earth, nothing but God, and He ain't from this world. I guess that's why in the most hopeless situations, even when I hate myself for thinking so, I KNOW that God cares.
sang by |Elpida - 12:43 PM.